Wednesday, June 25, 2008

1 year later

I thought of you and closed my eyes

And prayed to God today.

I asked what makes a Mother

And I know I heard him say.

A Mother has a baby

This we know is true.

But God can you be a Mother

When your baby's not with you?

Yes, you can He replied

With confidence in His voice

I give many women babies

When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime

And others for a day.

And some I send to feel your womb

But there's no need to stay.

I just don't understand this, God

I want my baby here

He took a breath and cleared His throat

And then I saw a tear.

I wish I could show you

What your child is doing today.

If you could see your child smile

With other children and say

"We go to earth and learn our lessons

Of love and life and fear.

My Mommy loved me oh so much

I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mom

Who had so much love for me

I learned my lesson very quickly

My Mommy set me free.

I miss my Mommy oh so much

But I visit her each day.

When she goes to sleep

On her pillow's where I lay.

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek

And whisper in her ear

"Mommy don't be sad today

I'm your baby and I'm here."

So you see my dear sweet one

Your children are OK

Your babies are here in My home

And this is where they'll stay.

They'll wait for you with me

Until your lesson is through

And on the day that you come home

They'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother

It's the feeling in your heart.

It's the love you had so much of

Right from the very start.

-Jennifer Wasik


MOVIEMAN said...

That was very sad and sweet. I almost cried. It was a pleasure hanging out with you tonight. I love you very much.

LoveTheDivaPrincess said...

I knew it was this time, I am so sorry. I know that even though you have a new beautiful child growing inside of you, you will never forget the one you lost. I love you!!!! I actually thought it was today. I am sorry I missed it yesterday.

LoveTheDivaPrincess said...

I am so happy this year I will be there to hug you for your loss and help celebrate your new baby girl! I LOVE YOU THE MOST! LOL

The Baron said...

That made me very sad, Damn you! but my heart goes out to you and Dave, I love you both very much I wish I was going out there to spend some time with you guys.... You will always be in my heart as a sister I never wanted.

Love always your unwanted Brother

LoveTheDivaPrincess said...

Thanks Kris, we decided that July 7th sucks. It was also the 5 year anniversary of the Baron's first wife's death. So next year I think we need to just take the day off LOL I love you any sign of the dress?

Dakini said...

That was beautiful! I crid my eyes out! I love you!!!! Your such a beautiful Mommy!